Conversations from the backseat and Wii are having fun now;-)
Published 8/27/2008 6:55:07 AM - Dawn
Wii are having fun now.
Jchon has only bought me 2 very extravagant and waaaay out of our budget (which is so tight it squeaks;-) gifts in our marriage. I am eternally grateful for both!! One was my iPod 2 years ago. I do not have a CD player in my car and my tape player has never worked. This is the only way I can actually play any music I want! The other, was our Wii. Jchon bought that for my last birthday. We have had a lot of fun with it. Even JJ begs to play a game of tennis before bed most nights;-). So this leads me into the Wii Fit.
After months looking for a Wii Fit (Of course I won't say "I told you so" to Jchon when I suggested we pre-order it;-)I finally found one. Unfortunately, I got it a couple of weeks ago- right in the thick of MOPS prep craziness. Now that training is over and I have the vast majority of the speakers set up, I have had a few minutes to play. I am having SO MUCH FUN!!!! I have to say, for those of you who have seen the YouTube video about "Why every guy should buy his girlfriend a wiifit", I DO NOT look like that. Hopefully some day;-)However, if anyone wants to come over and do some Yoga or Balance games with me, my house is open. Anyone who wants to come over and see someone looking smooth and put together- make an appointment;-)
Conversations from the back seat
On the way to gymnastics with JJ's best friend Avery:
JJ- Look Avery, there is an Merican flag
Avery- Whats a Merican Flag?
JJ-Its where we live. In Merica....And our state is Texas. It is shaped like this (makes shape with hands). Aunt Christie lives in the state of Oklahoma. It is REALLY far
Avery- My Gammy and PaPa live in Colorado
JJ- WOW! That is REALLY REALLY far!
Avery- No it isn't. We get in the car and close our eyes. When we open them again, we are at Gammy's house!
Conversations from the backseat Part II
(On the way to go have lunch with daddy for the first time with his new job a few days ago)
JJ- Mommy, where are we going to eat.
Me- I'm not sure sweetie. I think we will let Daddy decide. He works there. He knows what is around.
JJ- Mommy- we should let the earth decide cause it's round.
Conversations from the snuggle in bed
JJ- Mommy, what are you going to dream about tonight? (a game we play most nights)
Me- Hmmmmmm. I think I am going to dream about You and I and Daddy and Daniel going to the circus. that sounds like fun. What are you going to dream about?
JJ- WOW! I think I am going to your dream!
And just a cute photo to end on. I know I am such a proud mama. I love the way they play so sweetly together (most of the time;-).
We just finished a marathon session of "Battle of the Wills". Daniel, Who normally is in bed by 630, has just gone to bed and it is 845. We have a family rule that at each meal everyone must have a "No Thank You" bite (one bite of everything). Tonight, Daniel decided he did not want to eat a bite. Now I am sure you must think me a horrible mommy who was forcing my poor poor child to eat some poisonous morsel, but in fact, the thing he refused to eat was a bite of pear. It is one of his favorite foods! It was absolutely just a power struggle;-). I learned long ago, and it has been re-enforced many times to me as a parent, that when it comes to a Knock down battle of the wills- the parent MUST win. Now there are many many things I do not make issues, but if there is a "You must" statement- then we will live and die by it. This was one of those times. Daniel has been showing signs of being strong willed, and I knew we would have to prove to be Alpha dog or trouble would be rising quicker than we could handle it. Indeed, the two and a half hour struggle was still validated;-). Now I was just telling Jchon yesterday that one of the more difficult things about being a mom is not having much positive feedback or the fulfillment of a job done to completion. Unlike most jobs in "the real world";-), you don't have much that can be done with a sigh of job well done. Laundry will be there tomorrow, meals just eaten will need to be cooked again soon and messes just cleaned will be quickly made dirty again. Now don't get me wrong- I LOVE my job. Just making a point that sometimes the accolades are few and far between. Tonight was one of those nights. But then again- maybe that is why God has us have children at different intervals. As I struggled with the will of my 15 month old, I could also hear my 3 year old dancing and singing from the other room "Seek ye first the kingdom of God". That definitely does warm my heart and give me strength for the battles tomorrow;-). goodnight all and I wish you all a fun and fulfilled day;-)
I am dealing with an NSF situation right now. No~ not in my bank account, in my attitude. The last couple of weeks have been crazy. JJ was sick for about a week. Now he is better, and Daniel is sick. One being sick makes that one extra needy, and in return makes the other more needy as well because someone is getting more attention. Jchon has had a slightly altered work schedule this week, meaning that instead of being home for dinner, if traffic goes well he makes it just in time to hose off the kids and tuck them into bed. I have been to the urgent care clinic for myself for twice in the last week and a half. It is 9:00 pm, and my child who is always alseep between 630-645, is still awake. It has just been one of those (2) weeks. My car's transmission has been slipping and there is no way we can afford a car payment right now. In addition, I am watching my mom's adorable but not yet potty trained 12 week old puppy. I am just feeling a bit overwhelmed. I would not give up my job as a stay at home mom for anything!!! But, every resentment for broken promises, every negative word, lack of appreciation and when things dont go as planned~results in a withdrawl from my emotional tank. That earlier mentioned NSF notice appears as a short fuse. I am finding myself quick to frustration and it breaks my heart. I feel like I need some emotional deposits - appreciation, recognition and maybe even a little adoration. But, instead of some deposits, I know I need a reality check. Even if jchon is not here to help as much (and naturally this is a week that I REALLY could use the extra help), I am not a single parent. I keep thinking of all those women (and men) that are working 2-3 jobs just to stay afloat and NEVER get a break. My entire family is very healthy (a small virus is nothing- I have friends with a child the same age as JJ with lukemia). We are all loved, healthy, have food in our tummies, a roof over our heads, and are wealthier than 95% of people in this world. We are so overwhelmingly blessed. I am so thankful for all that God has blessed me with. I am going to try to get a good night's sleep and hopefully tomorrow will dawn brighter and with a better attitude;-). I wish you all sweet dreams of our beautiful realities. Tschuss
So last weekend we went blueberry picking- this weekend we went peach picking. WHile we were there, we visited a lavender farm just a few miles away There we got to cut our own flowers, pick squash, tomates and peppers (woohoo fresh salsa). We had a lot of fun! So here are a few cute ones!
And one final one... I finally got a picture of the cute way that daniel sleeps;-)
So here is a picture- we are very excited about it.
The two story house on the left is ours. The very well manicured one story on the right- is under contract- by my parents! We are very excited and can't wait to tear down the fence in between the back yards! We are just trying not to get too excited until the papers are all signed (probably in august);-)
And on saturday- we all had a lot of fun picking blueberries! I am pretty sure daniel ate his weight in blueberries! Thank goodness they don't weight the kids before they pick and after;-) I kept picking and picking and looking down to an empty bucket and a very big grin!;-)
I know I have not posted lately. I have been decidedly quiet. We have a nasty cold sweeping through the house, and unfortunately- as a stay at home mom, I can't call in sick (though we can sit on the couch and watch cartoons all day;-). The real reason though, is a little tougher. We once again find ourselves in a sad situation. Once again- 12 weeks pregnant, we find we have a "Blighted Ovum". Basically, this means that through what is probably a genetic abnormality, the cells stopped growing around 6 weeks. Before there was a fetal pole or a heartbeat. It is amazing to me how God instills us with instincts that tell us (though we hope) that there is something wrong. We are of course very sad, but very at peace as well. I can already see God's blessings surrounding this. And it is not difficult to look ahead. Last time this happened, if everything had continued, we would never have had Daniel! So I choose to trust God. And personally- I am very thankful I am NOT the one in charge... I would have messed everything up in the first 2.8 seconds:-) So thank you all for the prayers. We are grateful!! We will soon be back to normal posting and I appologize for the delay!
Love
Dawn
Friday was Daniel's first birthday!! Time sure does fly. We went to the "Picture People" to get his one year pics..just like we did with JJ. So here are some of my favorites. Pardon the watermark on the pictures, but Jchon can't find the power cable for the scanner- so these are from the web site. THe first one is of Daniel the Gap Baby;-)
The boys loving their Cowboy Hats
Gap Boy JJ;-)
I know it looks like Daniel is about to bite JJ, but I promise it is just a kiss- he is still doing those open mouth kisses.
Here is a decent one of the whole family
And my personal Favorite! The Paradise Boys
And the whole reason we went back to the picture people(besides the fact that they rock)....this is a shot they took of JJ at his first birthday...and we wanted to have one of daniel the same way..So the first one is JJ and the color one is daniel;-)
One small note...I am sure I will be getting flack for not being more forthcoming about this, but I am having back surgery tomorrow. Being pregnant with Daniel herniated 2 disks and pinched my sciatic nerve. I will be getting the sciatica repaired tomorrow...can't lift anything heavier than a gallon of milk or drive for 2 weeks! I would love it if you could pray for me;-)
We were at the cottonwood festival this past weekend and we passed a painter named Dick Zimmerman. He does really attractive oil paintings. (www.dickzimmerman.com) We paused near the picture above of Jane Seymour, and JJ in his sweet little voice asked "Mommy, is that a picture of you?". Ahhhh.. my sweet blind son;-)
Yesterday was the culmination of a very very tough week. It was just one of those weeks where JJ is going through his defiant 3's, daniel is cranky from cutting teeth, and Jchon has been sick. After a while, it just gets tough to keep being the "strong" one. I love pastor Mike's Blogs (see the link to the right), and he poignently wrote recently about Rephidim. He definately tells it better, but there is a story in the bible where the nation of ISreal is being led by God into the wildereness, and they stop in a place called Rephidim. This was very specifically a place with no water. Yet God brought 2 million people there...Of course you know what happened...they grumbled (as is our human nature). They wanted water- they whined about God saving their lives, only to be left here in the dessert to die! Mike's point was this....If you have been led to a spiritual dessert, it is time to stop whining, and ask God what we should be learning from this. Well...Yesterday was a time of no water for me. I was leaving work at the church and all of the above as well as finances were weighing very very heavily on me. I started crying (thankfully I only had daniel with me... I think it would have freaked JJ out). We are not talking a small little tear running down your cheek...we are talking big tears from being overwhelmed. And I just cried out to God- I poured my heart out asking for the water I knew he wanted to provide to me. And you proably know what happened...just as in Exodus - he did just that. No joking or exagerating... within 30 seconds.. it was literally pouring rain on my car...after a little giggle (I know deep in my core God has a sense of humor)- I knew I had been answered. God sent me what I asked for. Now God knew that I was not literally asking for water...but was spiritually speaking of all of my troubles and feelings of being in the dessert right now. And you know what- he answered the rest as well. Jchon got paid for a website he had been working on, daniel is not as cranky, JJ is still being very 3, but today has not been quite as testing, and Jchon is feeling better. Amazing how much God wants to give us, but we don't ask... but I think that thought is a whole other post;-) So let me ask you....Got rain?
We had a really fun morning this morning. My parents treated us to the "Day out with Thomas". JJ had so much fun. Just a few shots of the day.
The boys both got new Thomas hats
All of us on the train
Daniel loved the bubbles;-)
On the train
And of course, they were so tired - they barely made it out of the parking lot!;-)
And now...the third post in one day!!! A new record;-)~ and only slightly about trying to move the gardening post further down...not a single comment and people at church are starting to look at my funny;-)
So here is my cute boy...getting so big - will be a year old next month. Time sure flies. He is Cheering, then showing his sign for "Please" (hand rubbing on the chest) and then saying bye. Too cute! They grow up so very fast;-)
And of course, it wouldn't be a post if I didn't have 2 in 1 day;-)...Hang around... I might try to go for a record of 3!:-). So let me say to begin, I have been mulling this post for probably a month now. I always knew I was unusual - for so many different reasons, but this post is about music. My one talent (that I have as yet been unable to capitalize on) is my ability to remember lyrics to songs and words from movies. As those who really know me (Especially kids because I am much less shy with them) can attest, I can produce a song or a movie line for almost any situation I am in. In one of my teaching classes in college, we were talking about "intelligences". Not intelligence in general, but this is referring specifically to a person's specific exceptional abilities. The teacher began asking who did certain things- such as those who counted things in their heads etc might have a very high math intelligence. I KNEW that was not me;-). Then she asked who heard music in their heads all the time. I was absolutely astounded that I was the only person to raise my hand. It was such a major part of my person, that it never even occurred to me that other people did not hear music as well. Now to clarify, about 95% of the time, I have some sort of music in my head... call it a soundtrack if you will. Before you think I am nuts (as I first did in class being the only one- but was reassured that that was just an intelligence) I do not hear voices (unless they are singing a song:-D).It strikes me that just as many people "get a song stuck in their heads". Mine is kind of just there always. Often I can influence it. If I want to "hear" something in particular, I can try to focus on that song. There aer times, just like everyone else, that I get a song stuck in my head. Usually something highly annoying- like one of JJ's Songs;-). But I digress. Music is an amazingly integral part of my being. I can "feel" music in nature- in a sunrise, or in the breeze. Now I was not blessed with the ability to perform music, or even play much...and I can sing on key, but was not given the gift of a voice worthy of hearing. But I was given a love. Really even more than a passion. It is almost like someone saying they have a passion for breathing. When I hear the right song, it fills my entire being. The Lyrics to music usually affects me more that something I might read. I know this is a God given thing - The bible speaks so very often of offering God a new song, and singing praise to God. I understand that to my core. I go through phases of who I dwell on musically- right now Sara Groves is at the top. And of course, Rich Mullins - "You did not have a home" gets me every time.
Oh, You did not have a home
There were places You visited frequently
You took off Your shoes and scratched Your feet
'Cause you knew that the whole world belongs to the meek
But You did not have a home
No, You did not have a home
And You did not take a wife
There were pretty maids all in a row
Who lined up to touch the hem of Your robe
But You had no place to take them, so
You did not take a wife
No, You did not take a wife
Birds have nests, foxes have dens
But the hope of the whole world rests
On the shoulders of a homeless man
You had the shoulders of a homeless man
No, You did not have a home
Well you had no stones to throw
You came without an ax to grind
You did not tow the party line
No wonder sight came to the blind
You had no stones to throw
You had no stones to throw
And You rode and ass' foal
They spread their coats and cut down palms
For You and Your donkey to walk upon
But the world won't find what it thinks it wants
On the back of an ass' foal
So I guess You had to get sold
'Cause the world can't stand what it can't own
And it can't own You
'Cause You did not have a home
Birds have nests, foxes have dens
But the hope of the whole world rests
On the shoulders of a homeless man
You had the shoulders of a homeless man
And the world can't stand what it can't own
And it can't own You
'Cause You did not have a home
Isn't it amazing to think that the hope of the whole word did in fact rest on the shoulders of a homeless man. Really on the blood and last breath of a homeless man, but in this day and age of prosper and excess, it is an amazing example of how Jesus lived. The world cant stand what it cant own... how true...
Sara Groves also has hit a chord with me lately... she sings so eloquently about parenting in this fallen world. I have been listening to "It's going to be alright" an awful lot lately. "I can't wait" and "small piece of you" are also high on my list. Again, the Right piece of music speaks to my very core - when you find an artist that does that, it is amazing! Ok..Think I have run this post into the ground...
Short story waaaay to long.. Music is in my soul!
So... If you are a christian with a personal relationship with Jesus (feel free to ask me if you would like clarification on that or more information to help you get there)- This past weekend was the most amazing thing. It is so completely overwhelming to me that I really can't put it into words (hence the lack of post- you can't and shouldnt assume that just because someone has not mentioned something it is not very dear;-). THe overwhelming knowledge that Jesus CHOSE to die for ME!!! (as well as everyone I love- and if I had horrible enemies, them as well!) Even he felt the ?opression? (for lack of a more defining term) asking God to take the cup if it could happen, but like us (in the infantesimal way that a grain of sand is like a mountain) he gave up the path to God. How many humans would knowingly sacrifice much, let alone that much? OK, I have butchered this thought process enough... as I said- I can't really put it into words. All I can say is that I am eternally grateful and that this is such an awe inspiring, inspriational (too redundant?), amazing relationship there is! There is no expression joyful enough;-)
I often marvel at the way that God has created us. There is something so deeply satisfying about working with the earth! I weeded the yard and flower beds out front today for about 3 hours! Maybe it is because we are made from the earth,maybe it is our yearning to get back to the Garden of Eden? Even Jesus sought solice in the garden! There is something so humbling about it. It makes me feel closer to God to be closer physically to his creation. (TMI Warning...stop now if you do not want too much info on me:-) I really think if I could get away with it, I would be out there without the cumberson confines of clothes! I think both the neighbors and the HOA might take issue however..so for now I will just have bare hands and feet:~)
Will someone please tell me why it is a current neccesitty to have daylight savings time? I realize the past customs, and I know the talk of saving energy, but is it worth a full week of torture twice per year??? I know there are other parents of small children that will give an AMEN out there!:~) And for me too..(so tired!)
The link for a touching Get Service Video is right here. It is from Pastor Mike's blog (get well soon Mike! We miss you but good job plugging in the clock!:~)
Also, my sister sent this story to me as encouragement. Thought it might be encouragement for some others out there!
The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him. Every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions.
One day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, with smoke rolling up to the sky. He felt the worst had happened, and everything was lost. He was stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. He cried out, "God! How could you do this to me?"
Early the next day, he was awakened by the sound of a ship approaching the island! It had come to rescue him!
"How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers.
"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.
The Moral of This Story:
It's easy to get discouraged when things are going bad, but we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of our pain and suffering. Remember that the next time your little hut seems to be burning to the ground. It just may be a smoke signal that summons the Grace of God.
Well, it IS march in Texas...And in true Texas fashion...twice in one week.... 80 degrees one day, snow the next~ 2 days later same thing but in Denton- we got 7 inches of snow in one day...and of course it had all melted the next day;-), but that is the house in the snow... if you look closely- you can see jchon and JJ on the front porch waving!
And I promised that I would post the picture of the quilt I made for Polly (my wonderful midwife) when she got married a couple of weeks ago!
Speaking f Texas fashion:-)....Here is a picture Jchon got of the boys on my saddle and in our hats
And one last one of Daniel. He is really turning into quite the ham when I take out the camera.
I know..when it rains it pours! I was surfing Youtube trying to figure out which song the guy with the dreds sang yesterday on Idol- I dont normally watch and Jchon said it was really good so at his request I looked it up (fyi- Jason Castro and it was really good) but while looking I ran across this. It really struck a chord with me (some puns intended) and I though I would share. It inspired Jchon to go up and get his guitar and we sang it for almost an hour. I am not a great singer (I can only imagine what Simon would say :-D) but maybe someday I will record it and put it on here for when someone needs a good laugh:-D Apparently it is from world idol. Enjoy and goodnight;-)
Ok- Gotta say... I had so much fun tonight!! Much more than I thought I would. Jchon got us a couple of free tickets to go be in the studio audience for a taping of "America's got Talent". It was so much fun. First let me say, it will air sometime between June and Oct and we were in one of the (obviously) Dallas special shows. We did not get to see much "talent". In fact we boo'd much more than expected (hello...drag queens that didn't even do anything entertaining!) So here is the story. We got there at the appointed time and stood in line for about an hour. When we were finally ushered inside, we were taken to the upper balcony. We got seated right in the middle of the balcony in the very first row! We were jazzed to say the least! We sat there for about 15 minuted when an usher came and told all of us sitting there (about 40 people) the needed to keep filling up the bottom rows and we needed to follow him downstairs. So we all packed up and down we went. Now they were seating all of our group from the balcony in the very very back on the sides and were were standing waiting to take out seats semi disappointed but being thankful for the entertainment regardless when a man came up to jchon and I and asked how many in our group. When we told him it was just us, he asked us to follow him and he lead us up to the high balcony on the right... Now there were only 6 chairs up there total in 3 groups of 2- and he seated us in the very first 2 seats!!! so we were about 25 feet from the judges exactly even with them and very exposed! There was an emcee that you don't see on the show directing us in between filming and before the show started etc (very funny guy) who picked US out of the crowd to talk to. He was poking fun at all the people there and then pointed to us and said "I would like you all to give a warm welcome to the royal family";-) and as my sense of humor is finally starting to return (thank you wellbutrin), I gave a petite very royal from the elbow wave making everyone laugh. He thought it was very funny I guess and started talking to us at most of the breaks- asked us if we were married and how long, asked what Jchon did and then when the judges came out, introduced us to David hasselhoff and even poking fun saying Jchon had a GREAT job (making a silly face) as a graphics designer:-)...I am probably not telling it well, as I am tired, but it was very entertaining! So while being referred to as the "royal family" for several hours and the entertainment value of being on a date (WOOHOO no kids!)- we had a really great day! I can't wait to see the airing to see if/how much we are on. I tried not to make funny faces, but it is hard to smile for 4 hours and not make some funny faces... We shall see:-D
So First JJ- My poor little man- He had an ear infection a couple of weeks ago in his right ear-so we got antibiotics. The night he finished them, he woke up crying again saying his ear hurt. We gave it a couple of days to see if it would pass (he said it was fine in the morning)and then he started again- waking up at night crying his ear hurt. So we took him back to the dr. Another round of antibiotics- ear infection in the other ear- that was friday. Tuesday night he woke up with a fever. So back to the dr (becuase he had already been on drugs since friday) only to find out that he now had a double ear infection and they both looked really really bad- so he had to have a shot. Dr assured us he wold probably wake up today feeling like a million bucks! Alas- not meant to be;-). Ran a fever all day and by the evening it was up to 104! so another call to the dr ( I am sure he is getting tired of hearing from us by now)- said the standard motrin and tylenol every 3 hours tonight and back tomorrow first thing for another shot (he doesnt know this yet or he would be freaking out and not sleeping as he is right now)...it is so sad and heartbreaking when your 3 year old holds his hand up to his ear when you are 6 inches away and still says "what mommy- I can't hear you!"...as for the picture- he had his "Train Parade" at Preschool this week. He and daddy had a lot of fun making the train (A little more daddy than JJ but he still got to glue some stuff and cut some paper;-)
Now- for the credit cards... Of course with Jchon being laid off in january, money is getting a little tight (as the understatement of the year), so I have been calling credit cards to see if we can either skip a payment or defer or lower or something. You can guess my astonishment when EVERY SINGLE ONE said they can not help us until we are at least 60 days PAST DUE! No one could help us because we are not behind yet!!! That is amazing that we are current on all of our bills, but know we do not have the money for all of them right now, and yet they can not (will not) work with us because we are not late yet. This is the idiocy that is so rampant in our society today. They can't help us because we haven't done anything wrong yet???? Is there not something wrong with this picture? Are we not feeding into the mentality of shirking our responsibilites when our attempt at proactivity is not only not rewarded but completely rejected! OK...enough of my soapbox (and just to be clear- donations are gladly accepted at this point;-D) As for the lower picture, I havent put any cute recent pics of daniel on lately, so thought I would include this... he is getting so big so quickly!
Those who know me, know I definately do NOT have to much time;-), but..still..you know I am burrowing a bit when this is how I spend my first 5 minutes to sit all day;-)...sometimes you just have to be remarkedly UNproductive;-)...that being said- there goes the dryer. Hoping you all have an unproductive relaxing night.
Well, I hope I am not prone to whine, but here I go for just a bit. I have been decidedly quiet for the last 2 weeks. It has been just a little crazy here. In the past 2 weeks, I have had 2 root canals, daniel had popped 3 new teeth with several more on the way, jchon has lost his job and jj has woken up tonight 3 times already with an ear ache(presumably his first ear infection). So we will head to the dr tomorrow morning first thing. However...even with earthly troubles, I still feel an overwhelming joy that only comes from Christ! I better usderstand praising him in all things. I get 2 cor 4. I feel pressed on all sides, but I do not feel crushed! I feel struck down but NOT DESTROYED!!! How amazing is our God! I am not losing heart! Get behind me Satan! As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord! I will praise him in the good and the struggle. He never promised us easy lives as is the general misconception and dissapointment many new christians face.... he just promises to love us and ve with us as we go through them:-) How utterly amazing!
Well, we were afraid it was on the horizion, and in fact it was. Jchon was laid off from his job~as were a number of his coworkers. This is not a horrible situation because while jchon loved his job, he really did not like his boss. He is the kids of person who sees the cost of a person but not the value. God will provide for us. He always has and in his perfect timing. Looking back it is easy to see most often what was in the works. And he always provides even more than we were aking for. with that in mind, it is time to sit tight and weather the storm;-). As for the title to this post. Today the temps are hovering just above freezing (tomorrow on the other hand will be in the 70's) and of course the heater went out. So here I sit in several layers of clothes and with several blankets on waiting for the heater man to come out. Sometimes satan seems to have a sense of humor- or at least a comedian's sense of timing;-)
One of our pastors, Mike, had this photo on his blog (which I LOVE to read btw..http://mikemesserli.blogspot.com/) He asked readers to respond. so I thought I would respond here and let him know. This reminds me of those times I spend 5 minutes looking for my sungalsses when they were on my head the whole time! Really, this represents to me all of the tail chasing that I do in my own life trying to find something that I am not really looking for in the way I should have been. This is almost like boxing God up, and trying to catagorize him, then shipping that box to an unknown address and wondering why God doesnt come? Hmmm...think I need to ponder this a little more;-).
Some days your kids just say something that makes you feel like all the hard work and repetition MIGHT be working and creating good. Today JJ was VERY naughty during his "nap" (really quiet time)- and as a result when it was time for him to get up, he received a spanking. After his spanking, he turned around and said "Thank you Mommy for giving me a spanking to help me remember to be good" (promise...not making this up). Melts your heart!
Merry Christmas you wonderful old Building and Loan!
Published 12/26/2007 1:43:52 PM - Dawn
Well, as I have not really stopped in at least a week, and I am finally sitting for 5 minutes, I figured I would shout out wishes to everyone hoping you had a wonderful Christmas. Mine was full of craziness and wonderful family and LOTS of baking....just yesterday I made (from scratch of course;-) 2 pecan pies, a cherry pie, 2 apricot brandy poundcakes, 2 dozen rolls, sweet potatoes and a ham. Helped with Fudge as well, which unfortunately made much of it's way into the collection of holiday junk in the trunk;-)...Oh well..tomorrow is another day...and even though it has not been a full 5 minutes... I think I need to go grab the laundry out of the dryer and get JJ up from his "nap" before he wakes daniel up. Wishing everyone a joyous new year filled with love, contentment, gratitude, friendships deepened, restful nights and dreams embraced.
And might not want to know:-) This started as a college project and I stumbled upon it again recently. These are things that often have stories or more information attached- they are great conversation starters-so feel free to ask;-)
1.) I LOVE being a Suzy home maker. I love to cook, bake, sew, quilt, scrapbook, and photography. Most of all- I love God, my husband, my kids, my family and my friends (In that order;-)
2.) I was born on Wright-Patterson Air Force Base in Ohio
3.) Grew up in the military and never lived anywhere very long.
4.) My Oldest son has lived in 4 houses by the time he was 3.
5.) My first car was a 73 Super-beetle that I bought with my own money when I was 14 (took 2 years of hard work to make it drivable)
6.) I am the youngest of 4 kids.
7.) I have 18 nieces and nephews.
8.) I have never had any (confirmed) broken bones.
9.) I LOVE to play card and board games- consider myself a “Game Geek”.
10.) I LOVE to dance especially swing.
11.) I would love to live in Europe.
12.) I am Pro-Life
13.) I am a born-again Christian
14.) I voted for Bush 2 times- and am proud of it.
15.) My favorite TV shows are Friends and the old west wing
16.) I still hope to be in politics some day
17.) My mother is Canadian
18.) I am a card carrying Republican, but NEVER vote strictly party.
19.) My Favorite season is spring followed closely by fall.
20.) I would love to live on the east coast.
21.) I do not swear
22.) I love to read almost anything- thought due to circumstances (2 children under 3)- the last thing I read was the directions on the rice
23.) I taught my Niece to quilt this summer
24.) I like rain, but only if I get to stay in bed and snuggle during the rain
25.) I really do NOT like thunder and lightning
26.) My 2 favorite ring tones were the bare naked ladies “mahna mahna” and the original Lily Tomlin Laugh in “One ringy dingy”
27.) Veggie tales are the best cartoons- we owned (and watched!) many of them before we ever had kids
28.) My only true talent lies in my ability to remember the words to songs. - I have never found a way to capitalize on it.
29.) I like smooth jazz
30.) I love nutella, marshmallow cream and peanut butter toast
31.) I really like almost all fruits and veggies
32.) I LOVE to try new and different kinds of foods
33.) I like to save turtles when they are trying to cross the road (apparently to get to the other side)
34.) I let cars in front of me
35.) I am a closet trekkie
36.) I am a closet Harry Potter fan
37.) I am afraid of heights
38.) My favorite color is purple
39.) Favorite consistent musician- Chris Rice. right now like Sara Groves, Jason Mraz and Ginny Owens, James Taylor, Trace Adkins and Brad Paisley
40.) I love musicals
41.) Not so much in love with fried food
42.) I am 4 steps removed from Kevin bacon in 2 different ways: My mentor teacher for student teaching was Bill Cravotta –> who had the actress Britteny Powell as a 6th grade student in Germany-> who was in “That thing you do” with Charlize Theron-> who was in Trapped with Kevin Bacon (2002) Also- I worked with a girl name Kaari Ripeke ->who is married to Maurice Ripeke ->who was in the film “Alamo” (chained to Santiago) with Dennis Quaid->who was in Enemy Mine (1985) with Carolyn McCormick-> who was in Loverboy (2005) with Kevin Bacon
43.) I am fiercely protective of mothers- especially stay-at-home moms! (Better mothers make a better world!!)
44.) I was an Awana leader in CA.
45.) My favorite destination to visit is Austria.
46.) My biggest pet peeve in life is how short faucets are when they are in big sinks and you have to cram your hand up to the top of the sink just to rinse them off.
47.) In high school I won 3rd prize in photography in the California state fair for a self portrait
48.) Life Philosophy- If you are going to plant a tree- make it a fruit tree…same idea in life- why be beautiful, but not useful…nourish the environment and the world
49.) Another life philosophy- It is nice to be important, but much more important to be nice.
50.) I am working hard to reduce my carbon footprint
51.) I have always had a very strong desire to have land and cultivate it.
52.) I have to wear a mouth guard at night because I grind my teeth (and have since I was a little girl)
53.) I am afraid of dentists- to the point I have to be medicated to get a cavity worked on
54.) My Love language is gifts
55.) I love to have the window open so it is cool, but hate to have a fan blowing on me- even turn my vents away from me in the car
56.) Love the cold- dislike the heat. You can always add more clothes, but you get in trouble if you take too much off
57.) I fall asleep very easily and quickly- I have real difficulty in staying asleep
58.) I have a “Buffet Mentality” that extends into many areas of my life. Namely Eating and hobbies- I like to eat a little of everything. Same with hobbies- I will hop from photography to pottery to painting to sewing to quilting to cross stitching to cooking to stained glass to cake decorating- sometimes on the same day
59.) I am a black belt in tae kwon do
60.) The only 2 foods I do not like are cooked peppers and Alfredo sauce
61.) I love spicy food
62.) I LOVE ethnic food )Japanese, Thai, Vietnamese)
63.) I could watch friends reruns all day
64.) I have very strong feelings about the size of the “role models” on TV and the unreasonable expectation it sets for society at large
65.) I am a morning person- sleeping until 7am is sleeping in but could easily be asleep by 830pm
66.) My Favorite Bible verses are Matthew 6:25-34
67.) I own my own actual photograph of an angel (feel free to ask to see it if you ever stop by)
68.) I have 1 sister and 2 brothers- I am the youngest
69.) Favorite Chinese proverb- The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now.
70.) I almost went to law school. I got a 156 on my lsats.
71.) I almost went to Texas A&M to be a marine biologist
72.) After we graduated college- We backpacked around Europe for 3 months
73.) I LOVE to travel!
74.) My favorite fresh fruit is Blueberries
75.) I used to be a high school German Teacher
76.) I was a legal assistant in a PI law firm in CA
77.) I was a second grade teacher and a kindergarten teacher at a private Christian school in CA
78.) I met my husband working at Sonic in high school
79.) I am very good with faces- I am equally bad with names
80.) My Ipod has almost 3000 songs on it.
81.) I used to be a Warf rat- that is a deadhead that didn’t take drugs
82.) I swam on the swim team in high school
83.) I was the leader of the Tall Flags squad in High School
84.) I buy Puffs instead of Kleenex- simply because when you wash Kleenex they shred and when you wash puffs they stay in one piece- less mess to clean up;-)
85.) I dislike Ironing
86.) I LOVE being pregnant
87.) I rarely drink soda. The only real exceptions are- I drink root beer when I eat pizza and I drink mountain dew when I eat taco bell
88.) I am VERY sensitive to caffeine. I can not drink anything with caffeine in it after 200
89.) I have very sensitive skin. I can not use most skincare products
90.) I have always had a love/hate relationship with my hair- based largely upon my current haircut
91.) I do not think I am pretty on the outside,- rather plain and goofy looking- but I do think I am pretty on the inside
92.) I believe strongly in lifestyle evangelism- preach Christ always- when necessary- use words~St Francis of Assisi
93.) My Favorite photography subjects are my husband and boys.
94.) My Favorite junk food is anything chocolate-(HoHos)
95.) One of my favorite authors is Robert Fulgum
96.) I am an Alton brown junkie
97.) I have a huge pile of books “to read when I have time”
98.) I have gotten much construction experience thanks to the paradise side of the family
99.) My favorite perfume is Beautiful
100.) I loved Bob Ross (we have the same hair)
101.) I would love to go to culinary school
102.) I think everyone should learn at least one extra language. It increases our sensitivity to other cultures
103.) I speak a little bit of French, Italian, Spanish, and sign a little
104.) I speak German
105.) I love to garden
106.) I love surprises, but not long drawn out ones. i.e. I love gifts, but don’t put them out until I can open them. I can’t stand to have birthday presents out on the table all day if I can’t open them until after dinner.
107.) I have always had a secret desire to sing in a jazz club (think “give me fever”).
108.) My favorite smells are babies, freshly cut grass, fresh strawberries, tomatoes on the vine, and sheets that have been dried outside.
109.) I love to sing, but am not very good
110.) I try very hard not to kill any of God’s creatures. Will even catch a Spider and put it outside. The exceptions are if a fly just will not be caught, or if something is poisonous. ( will kill a black widow)
111.) I used to bite my nails, but haven’t in years
112.) I do not smoke, do drugs and rarely drink.
113.) I love puns and jokes
114.) I love to ride horses
115.) I was a girl scout for more than 9 years
116.) I would love to meet Albert Einstein
117.) I love hot baths
118.) I love animals
119.) My favorite movie is You’ve Got mail
120.) My parents were going to call me Daniel- but didn’t want me to have to put up with the torture of being Danny Thomas
121.) I have traveled all over the world and will never be done
122.) I have been working as a temp employee on and off since 1996. It affords some really interesting assignments including working in the R&D lab of PEPSI, working at a casino, cleaning out an old bank vault and being a mystery shopper.
123.) My eyes change color depending on what I am wearing and/or my mood
124.) A smile is one of the best things you can give. It is almost always returned in better condition than it was given.
125.) I have worn glasses since first grade.
126.) I love sushi
127.) I have no tattoos
128.) My parents are still happily married
129.) I was a tomboy growing up (I think it helped prepare me to have boys;-)
130.) I am a better person because of my husband!
131.) One word….CHOCOLATE!!!!!
132.) I love clothes and love to shop, but due to circumstances, have not been able to fill that desire in several years.
133.) I love to be near the ocean
134.) I brush my teeth in the shower. Before I started that habit, I was always getting toothpaste all over my clothes!:-)
135.) I have naturally curly hair and it will not straighten no matter how much it is ironed.
136.) I talk in my sleep
137.) I love being married and being a mom!!
138.) If I ever won the lottery, the first thing I would do is tithe 10%. The second is to buy myself a minivan
139.) I have never owned a new car and probably never will
140.) I am a published writer/poet
141.) My favorite flower is Gerber daisies
142.) I try to perform many random acts of purposeful kindness and am trying to teach my boys to do the same
143.) My ideal job would be getting paid to travel with my family and try out luxury resorts (don’t laugh…someone does it on the travel channel. I keep hoping they will want to do a family friendly version of the show.
144.) Because I am a total chicken, I passed up an audition for Star Trek Voyager (I could have been 7 of 9;-).
145.) I was 17 when I graduated high school and moved away from home.
146.) I used to have a crush on Patrick Swayze (hello- dirty dancing…who didn’t
147.) I love to crank up the air or open a window and have flannel sheets on the bed.
148.) I do not like the news…too doom and gloom. I try to catch cnn.com
149.) I am very involved in my churches MOPS (mothers of preschoolers) group
150.) I am done with this list for now!
This was on Mike's blog more than a month ago and is still making me giggle- so I decided to post it here as well;-)
When I went to find it, Today's cartoon was quite funny as well..so here it is:-)
I think this is what I am going to be thinking every time I sing the song now!
So JJ informed my mom yesterday that "before next christmas I will have a baby sister". Hmmm ...that is news to me! When I asked him what made him think that, he told me that baby Jesus told him:-)...ok... Maybe you could all start saving baby girl clothes for me:-)
Goodness..more than a month since my last blog...it has been so crazy busy! And you know the old addage- If you can't say anything nice- well maybe that is why I havent posted in so long:-) The last month has been crazy...bot h good and bad. Thanksgiving was FULL of family- and only some drama~ thursday we had family dinner and dessert with a total of 26 and then we drove to OKC on friday for dad's "not 60" birthday party (mom cant add:-) where we had another 25. We are officially into our new house. I am totally loving it, but it is very trying to be doing all of my normal busyness, have the sickies going through the house and trying to paint and unpack the house! Throw in holidays and whew! I have also been very stressed about finances. Moving into the house cost us more than double what we thought and all of the "little incidentals" that come along ate all of our savings AND put us behind in our budget. Will be a VERY tiny christmas for us.... had a bit of a cry and then felt horrible that I was even feeling sad... We are so blessed... we have food in the panrty, a beautiful new roof over our heads and heat and warm blankets...we are so far ahead of 95% of this world! who cares if after paying all of our bills we only have $37! The point is we have money left over, and so many families would give anything to be able to oay their bills and have ANYTHING left over. I know there are millions of women out there who would do anything to have a wonderful caring husband by their sides. I know there are a million Moms out there who no longer have their children with them and would give anything to snuggle them just one more time. And I know that even though our family is crazy- there are so many out there, especially at this time of year, who would give anything to hear a knock at the door and have it be their mom. We are so very lucky and blessed! And right now- both my boys are sleeping...meaning I am doubly blessed!:-)..OK.. I am going to get off my soapbox and go unpack a few more boxes so christie can win her bet that we will be completely unpacked by christmas...dont worry christie...it is looking good for you!:-)
I believe tonight I have acheived 'bad for you' snack perfection. Recently my snack of choice has been cobblestone bagels (the only one I have found with no dairy or soy)with peanut butter on one side and marshmallow cream on the other and sprinkled with dark chocolate chips. That is really pretty tasty, but it occured to me a few days ago to toast the bagels and then add the peanut butter. Tonight....epihany:-) Being a HUGE smores fan- it occured to me to toast one side of the bagel and then add the peanut butter (like I have been so it is nice and gooey)and to add the marshmallow to the untoasted side and THEN toast that side..yummmmmm toasted marshmallow, melted crunchy peanut butter and dark chocolate:-). I know it is a sad day in blogging when this makes my list of things to write about, but try it...it really is very tasty. Let me know if you like it:-)
So here is the almost weekly cycle. We go to MOPS on wed. Everyone has a great time. Apparently JJ picks up a bug. Said bug incubates Thursday and Friday. By Saturday we are not great and by Saturday night we are waaayyy downhill. Fever usually spiking around 103 and throwing up(nice right). still small fever on Sunday and feeling better by Sunday night. Monday all good. Tuesday feeling good enough to be cranky and wed all better... ready to go to MOPS again. We have been going through this cycle..almost weekly...Consequently, Jchon has not been to church in forever because I have to work. And so it goes;-)...so tonight is throwing up and high fever. Tomorrow is work and feeling better...All you can do is laugh:-) So before we went downhill this afternoon, we took some cute pictures by the church and went to the pumpkin patch to choose a pumpkin.
In the pumpkin picture, it looks like JJ is saying "mom, he is tooo big to be on my lap;-)" too cute
As is normally the case, when it rains it pours in my blog- nothing for a month and then 2 in one day:-). I was going through some pics and these stuck out...Daniel giggling with his triple chin and then both boys. The second was one of those things that seemed really good in my mind and when I took the picture, they were both acting crazy instead of serene and sweet...daniel looks loke a possesed jack;-)
My Goodness,
I can't believe it has been a month since I have blgged. Life does tend to get away from me sometimes:-) Here is a summary of my last month and some pics to go with it:
Our friends all came here to visit from LA and London/Belguim. WE had a great time and I found a new passion. DDR to those in the know;-) Hopefully I will get one for my birthday next week. They even played the settlers of catan with me! Woohoo!:-)
Then we had both JJ's family birthday and his "friend" birthday where we took all the kids to the firestation and got a special tour from our friend Mr Ray! (Thanks again ray!!)
After all of that, I went to Orlando for 4 days with 8 women from church for a MOPS convention (MOthers of Preschoolers). IT was so wonderful! Jchon took such wonderful care of the boys and I didnt have to cook, or clean and I even got to eat my own meals while they were HOT! Can you imagine? AND I got to eat cookeis whenever I wanted without having to worry about if a little one was going to catch me and want one too:-) Ahh... how relaxing. Even got to sunbathe a bit by the pool and read a bit! IT really was wonderful. But alas, back to reality:-) Both boys are making me pay for my trip. Daniel has been very fussy (is currently screaming!) and JJ has been very disobedient. Well.. at least I do love my job!:-)
So it was one of those days... for a few days. JJ didn't have a nap thursday, friday, or saturday! And it wasn't one of those- we have been crazy busy and nap never seemed to happen- it was one of those- unhappy, in bed for 4 hours, defiant- you can't make me days. (At least thursday and friday were) Before all was said and done, and between both days, JJ lost the right to watch tv for 3 days, the right to "earn money" with extra chores (he likes to earn money and go garage saleing with us), his special blankets (normal ones were still on the bed), his bedtime story, his bath, the right to play with daddy after dinner-hence going to bed RIGHT after dinner, multiple spankings and even lost his shorts and shirt...had to lay there in his diaper (he took them off- so he lost them). By the time Jchon got home on friday, I was in tears. Mom actually took the boys and he took me on a date to see mr bean. It was a lot of fun. Then saturday, we went to visit a high school friend at cedar creek lake. It was so much fun, we decided to stay the night. Just what the dr (thanks dr sam:-) ordered! I will try to post some pics on the family site soon of all of us jetskiing (first time for all of us) It was so much fun and jj had a good nap sunday and today as well. Whew.. some days are rougher than others:-) But all is right in the world again:-D
As is the case with me more often than not- you don't hear from me in forever and then 2 posts in one day... So I ran across this in my "pile of things to do". I had cut it out of the paper a few weeks(months?) ago and meant to post it. Jchon lovingly scanned it for me and here it is. Do you ever feel like this? I often do... Like I put God on hold while the busyness of my life gets the better of me....Shouldn't God get the 'better' of me... or even still- shouldn't God get the best making the rest that everyone else gets even better? Hmmmmmm;-)
I get a little devotional emailed to me everyday called "Prime Time With God". (http://www.churchgrowth.org/analysis/intro.php)when I took a spiritual gifts inventory online. Today's verse was over Exodus 20:21 " The people remained at a distance, while Moses approached the thick darkness where God was". It hit me how often we are afraid of the darkness that we often go through to get to God on the other side. At the time, the darkness seems all encompassing.. but in fact, God is always there- even if we can't or won't see him. It also reminds me of stories I have heard of trees and storms. It seems so harsh when a storm rips through town.. all of the limbs down and branches everywhere... but have you ever noticed what the same trees look like a few months later? There is new growth where the storm stripped out the diseased and unhealthy parts. New, fresh growth that can actually product fruit. The parts that were dieseased had the potential to kill the entire tree. God- in His infinate wisdom, has removed the parts that were hurting the tree and left spaces for the tree to grow healthy. It is hard to remember when you are in a storm, but remember "the people" from above. All of the miracles they witnessed- and they still "remained at a distance". I am going to try to be like Moses... I want to chose to approach.:-)
So this is part of what I have been doing with my time lately. He is getting SOOO big so fast! lets see... in the last 3 months, I have had a baby, my father has had a heart attack, we have looked at acres and acres, houses by the dozens, neighborhoods, land, and everything in between. We have finally settled on a house just one block over form one of my best friends. We have also been to a family reunion in Amsterdam Mo, and then I had my niece for a week..that was very busy with the zoo, museum, waterpark, mall for shopping and manicures, making a quilt, baking and general merriment. MOPS (Mothers of PreSchoolers) prep is getting into high gear ( I will be a coordinator this year~little scary but I keep telling myself God doesn't call the equipt, he equipts the called;-)Check the website for more pics soon... I should be posting them very soon:-)...so Hopefully I will be able to start postin on a regular basis again;-)
Time Flys! Lots happening...fill in more later (hopefully soon;-) but just thought this was too cute to not pass on in my 2 seconds of "free" time. I was going to dinner with our small group the other night, and came downstairs wearing a sun dress. Now as the mother of 2 boys, my usual uniform is jeans or shorts and a t-shirt. Didn't realize how much of my feminine side was being steamrolled by my virtually all male household, until JJ saw me and said in amazement "Mommy...WHAT are you wearing? Why is your shirt so LONG?" .....hmmm.... might have to dig out my girly side a little more often;-)
Daniel has a toy that plays "Hello my Darling". This led to a large conversation with my dad and we were discussing how much warner brothers had enlightened our classical music knowledge (i.e. the barber of seville) and how much we both loved the dancing frog.....So I did a little google...Found out he has a name (Michigan J Frog), and that the cartoon clip is called "One froggy evening". So off to YouTube:-)...and here you go..little bit of nostalgia for those of us who are old enough to have seen growing pains and cosby show when they originally aired;-)
Conversations from the backseat and Wii are having fun now;-) 
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